Friday, October 14, 2011

A Tale of Deceit !!!

“No, I’ll not weep:
I have full cause of weeping;
But this heart.
Shall break into hundred thousand flaws
Or ere I’ll weep. O fool, I shall go mad!”
                                                                               ~Shakespeare in King Lear
It’s been so long, almost a year has passed but the questions haven’t pounding my mind; questions that never really got any answers, questions that have jammed my life at one place as in an impasse! I try not to break, not to cry…but can’t control my already broken heart to shatter again and again. Life is a strange phenomenon; when you think everything is fine, one is happy, at bliss and joyous moments are spontaneously flowing in your life but then life is never easy and it always comes at a cost! It turns out to be a mere illusion and ah! this illusion too shatters breaking you along with it. Why did my love become an open sore wound inflicting me with pain, hurt and grief engulfing me in endless sorrow… I want this pain to numb me so I cannot feel the questions pulsing in the mind and tears brimming up in my eyes but I can feel this pain, hurt in every fiber of my body. Why such moments of helplessness, hurt and agony are so abundant and rampant in my life? Why did moments of bliss blow away like a bubble, something I could only watch and never have in my hands? How much inner strength do I need more to tolerate the bruises of my heart? Why don’t I have the strength to let go off my past, be free and pick up myself? Why am I so bonded with an invisible thread to my lost relationship?
       This is a tale of deceit. A tale in which I killed my ego, stepped over my self-esteem, went against every other close and dear relation, crossed every limit, suffered so much but for what?! For this pain, this embarrassment, loneliness and treachery. I began this journey and I gave everything to it- my soul, heart, mind, thoughts, time, laughter, happiness, and heartbeat- just everything I had. I moved onto that journey with someone I blindly trusted, taking that person to be my God and gradually embarking confidently with the destination a few spaces away. But then a trust break, a step that left me confused, bruised, hurt and all broken! My Self tore into pieces leaving no scope for me to pick up those broken pieces. My memories get entangled in the pieces of my past and present making my future bleak.
       I am left in chaos, can’t understand how did my God forsake me, tear me apart and after doing all this, moved on in life as if I had meant nothing- dirt to me crumbled and crushed. I realize the power to love someone leaves you broken, maybe beyond repair, hope, love, hate and pain. A pain that makes me numb; numb to everything and everyone around me.
       A time has come now for me to realize that whatever you do, your parents, family and blood relation, which stands by you, forgives you and accepts you as you are. In that swirling whirlpool, I let go off all my relations, clinging to that one relation for all the support in the world but that relation left my strength and me broken in that whirlpool that smashed my Self into nothing! It was like I couldn’t believe a person who I had trusted with my life would let me fall in a vacuum. But this experience taught me a lot about people I trust in my life and me much mature. I learnt that only after going through the pain, one merges out experienced and it is your family what counts!
      I am still waiting at this point, waiting endlessly with a hope that is hopeless. An endless wait that left me with unanswered questions, those that changed the course of my life!
                                            ANONYMOUS

Monday, July 25, 2011

I am a Muslim !!!!

Day before I encountered something that I am all too familiar with as a political ideology, something that I think is a detriment to humanity. That something is ‘nationalism’.

I’m going to warn you now that you may perceive this as an overly simplistic view on the matter, but I’ve come to this conclusion as a result of educating myself on the topic as I see fit.  And let’s be honest, a more ‘simplistic’ view often works better on a wider scale.

First and foremost, Islamically, nationalism is prohibited. One of the main reasons behind this is that it breeds racism and thus hatred.

“He is not one us who calls for `Asabiyyah, (nationalism/tribalism) or who fights for `Asabiyyah or who dies for `Asabiyyah.” – Prophet Muhammad

"A Kashmiri is no better than a non Kashmiri and vicecersa", "A Shah'ruk is no better than a Gamuk(Villager) and viceversa ", “An Arab is no better than a non-Arab. In return, a non-Arab is no better than an Arab. A red raced man was not better than a black one except in piety. Mankind are all Adam’s children and Adam was created out of clay.” – Prophet Muhammad SAW

Secondly, having close associations with UK I am exposed  to certain basic facts like colourful spectrum of nationalism on regular basis.  In British schools I have witnessed racism, discrimination due to nothing but nationality.  There are organisations such as the English Defence League spewing their venom, airing their racist opinions, proposing change.  All in the name of nationalism.

Same is not naive about Kashmir. 
"Ya Aayu Hal Lazina Aamanutakilu Kulo Qawlan Sadida"...
Meaning : Those who have come into the fold of Islam and fear Allah and whenever you speak your heart should endorse your words".
Deep I believe In heart of our hearts, our Kashmiri hearts, we believe we are superior and smarter and intelligent and charactered and humane and what not, and is it because of our colour or beauty of this land I fail to understand. Our land is pious, no doubts, no conflicts but at the same time things which make our land pious(Sufis n Saints) put an obligation to us to honour humankind and live as one Ummah.

In addition, I have witnessed myself how it causes conflict on an international scale. If we strip back the complexities of many a global crisis, it’s not difficult to see that there is a common root cause. There is the belief that one state is ‘logically’ superior to all other states or the consant strive for the establishment or protection of a ‘homeland’ for a particularly ethnic group. Throughout history, this struggle in the name of nationalism has seen an unprecedented number of deaths.

“Nationalism is an infantile disease. It is the measles of mankind.” – Albert Einstein

I think it’s barbaric that in the 21st century mass murder is committed as a result of such a ludicrous philosophy. As a collective race have we not evolved enough to make this primitive thing nothing but a memoryof our distant past? Evidently, not. One glance at Kashmir, Palestine, Diego Garcia, Iraq, Afghanistan and it’s plain to see that crimes in the name of nationalism are anything but a thing of the past.
I say we abandon this belief system. We are all children of the world. We are all one race. We are all brothers and sisters.

I am the Son of Adam and I am a citizen of the world.

Friday, February 4, 2011

Freedom !!!

Everything I have, everything I own
All my mistakes man, you already know
I wanna be free, I wanna be free

He came down with his drum
And a dream to change the world
In a free uplifting world
And that's all he ever want

Mom came a little after
Gave birth to my brother
Then all of the pressure
Made 'em fight one another

See, the pain would never last
Did the best with what they had
He knew the world was out for grabs
And he searched to find his

Freedom, freedom, freedom, freedom
Everything I have, everything I own
All my mistakes, man, you already know
I wanna be free, I wanna be free
So I search to find my

Freedom, freedom, freedom, freedom
Everything I have, everything I own
All my mistakes, girl, you already know
I wanna be free, I wanna be free

As a kid I never knew
I'd have to hustle just to make it through
So I found myself skipping school
'Cause the girls don't think I'm cool

And because of that I didn't care
Whether or not I went to jail
I just wanna be treated fair
'Cause that's all I ever knew

Telling me I need to slow down
'Cause everybody in the whole town
'Cause they know how I get down
Foreigner from another town

Can you believe we still around?
After so many hit the ground
And we ain't gon' stop now
Until we get that

Freedom, freedom, freedom, freedom
Everything I have, everything I own
All my mistakes, man, you already know
I wanna be free, I wanna be free
Won't stop till I find my

Freedom, freedom, freedom, freedom
Everything I have, everything I own
All my mistakes, girl, you already know
I wanna be free, I wanna be free

If you wanna be free, and the land is drug free
Put your hands up, put your hands up
If you wanna be free, from all your misery
Put your hands up, put your hands up

If you wanna be free, with plenty money
Put your hands up, put your hands up
If you wanna be free, just praise G O D
Put your hands up, put your hands up

Freedom, freedom, freedom, freedom
Everything I have, everything I own
All my mistakes girl, you already know
I wanna be free, I wanna be free, yea

Monday, November 8, 2010

Kashmiri abuses .!..


After 20 years of research, I’ve reached the inescapable conclusion that Kashmiris are one damn fine abusive race. Don’t believe it? Just watch out for any Kashmiri parent going hell bent after their kyaz-chukh-na-paraan offspring who are all naturally adchots. The only reason they don’t get hauled up by Red Cross is that they are damn funny! Imagine trying to portray nang mot as an irredeemable loss of childhood innocence, eh ? Since, I am the prototype beem ruudiuyo na kansi hund cze types, here’s to the crafty buggers and their collection of delightful pieces of linguistic ding-a-lings that are thrown at the thick skins of their own koshur kids.


Now, there are just 3 main types of “woh-wohs”:
Those dealing with character assassination, falling objects leading to loss of face associated with misery/penurious conditions and just irritating kids sticking-it-in-your-nose types.

In no order, here are the example of the woh-wohs; Most parents start off after their irritating kids with the more wailing woh-wohs like :
Hata kya goi (what now?), Kol darbadar chuk gomut (wanderer! desultory time-waster), khar (donkey), ponz (monkey), mot/nang-mot/khin-mot/gus-mot (not sure actually, its often a term of endearment too… but how can a gus-mot be lovable, beats me!) If the kid however, is as recalcitrant as ever, they escalate to adchot/adczot (idiot), beem roduyo na kansi hund che (not afraid of the old man anymore), mandchawan /mandchhavn koth [embarrassing goat! man! they bring goats (kaths) in every conversation], matzar chu aamut/tulmut (making everyone miserable), tasrup chui (not sure..is there an english translation ?)
Now, this is strictly for smaller fry. As the kid becomes bigger and meaner, his future and career are thrown open to everyone:
improved versions - Hangul hue chuk gomut (like someone big, mean and slow), Kol hakhuraa hyu goam agaaid (same), Kol mushraan hyu (someone useless?). These are basically eternal examples of wasted youth), kol brehasnatt/yahay chuk brahis natta hue gomut (bird brain! this brahis natta would’ve been quite a guy), mein chuk kal phaatravavaan (drives me nuts), matczar chu tulawaan (drives me nuts again...just more colorful and attuned to a more cribbing tone), monjj chuk thippaan (grossly wasting your time), raatmongul (night crawler) and Vaeraan gomut (have become a wild ass).
Now, misery is a very powerful force in kashmiri folklore. Neighbors are frequently described as follows: temis payee treth ( May llightning fall on him), fakeer kott (son of a poor gun) and zar chu gomut yemis (somebody deaf…darker than saying “mandalas manzh chu kyum chyamuth”or “che chai batak poth kyomut” which literaly translates as you’ve eaten a duck’s backside but actually means you talk too much).
If these don’t work, often character assassinating ones are invoked:Shikas/shikaslad/shikaslada (plague) etc , taavan paye temis (May hell’s fury be upon him…in a more vengeful tone), taawanzad(bringin bad luck)and hae che pai tapael/tapail (curse you, you idiot).

Ancient Gauls were afraid of the sky falling on their heads, Alexander was afraid of falling sick, & fall is a season which brings forth most allergies in US….notice anything common? Ha! koshur ppl knew the secret of the deadly curse of falling things, esp. body parts were useful things to have in your arsenal too. Sample the following:
pyayi buth vasith (may your face fall down), pyayi nas wasit (may your nose fall down), kaangar payee (may your kaangar, the coal-fired heater inside your phiran, fall down - don’t ask me what is supposed to happen next), tse peyi gardan wasith (may your neck fall down…eh? how??), paiya kal vasith (head falling) and pyayi kalhir vasith (more colorful way of head falling)
It’s hilarious…english translations are such a hoot! Anyway, ever since I’ve deciphered these deadly curses, my language skills have actually improved....

Friday, October 29, 2010

Freedom in Kashmir

REPORTS THAT police in New Delhi are weighing sedition charges against Booker Prize-winning author and human rights campaigner Arundhati Roy are alarming. Her weekend comments on Kashmir independence have brought calls from the Hindu-nationalist BJP for vigorous prosecution, and Indias justice minister, M Veerappa Moily, has insisted that while “Yes, there is freedom of speech ... it cant violate the patriotic sentiments of the people.”
Even the suggestion of prosecution, however, reflects again the heavy-handed approach taken by Indian authorities to Kashmir where, since June, more than 100 demonstrators, many of them children, have died. Largely it has been at the hands of the out-of-control, 500,000-strong Indian army faced by rolling protests demanding an end to military rule and independence. The army operates under special immunity laws, and there are repeated claims it is involved in widespread brutality, including rape, killings, and torture of prisoners, difficult to substantiate because of media curbs.
Roy, the 1997 Booker winner for The God of Small Things , had at the weekend questioned, not for the first time, the legitimacy of India’s control of Kashmir. “Kashmir has never been an integral part of India. It is a historical fact. Even the Indian government has accepted this,” she told a conference in the regional capital Srinagar.
Sufficient under Indian law, it appears, to prompt charges for the offence of bringing “into hatred or contempt” or exciting “disaffection towards the government established by law in India.”
Writing in 2008 Roy, who is not a Muslim and has not advocated violence, had also warned that “The Indian military occupation of Kashmir makes monsters of us all. It allows Hindu chauvinists to target and victimise Muslims in India by holding them hostage to the freedom struggle being waged by Muslims in Kashmir. India needs azadi [freedom] from Kashmir just as much as – if not more than – Kashmir needs azadi from India.”
Before his 2008 election US President Obama had declared that resolving the “Kashmir crisis”, a source of huge regional instability and friction between India and Pakistan, was among his “critical tasks”. But from the start of his presidency New Delhi has blocked US attempts to include a Kashmir strategy as part of one to bring stability to Pakistan and Afghanistan. When he visits India next week to bolster relations, the eloquent voice of Roy will still be echoing, and the open sore still very raw, an indictment of India’s great democracy

I am a Warrior !!!

You run, run, runaway
It's your heart that you betray
Feeding on your hungry eyes
I bet you're not so civilized

Well isn't love primitive?
A wild gift that you wanna give
Break out of captivity
And follow me stereo jungle child
Love is the killYour heart's still wild

Shooting at the walls of heartache
Bang, bang!I am the warrior
Well I am the warrior
And heart to heart you'll win
If you survive the warrior, the warrior

You talk, talk, talk to me
Your eyes touch me physically
Stay with me we'll take the night
As passion takes another bite, oh
Who's the hunter, who's the game?
I feel the beat call your name
I hold you close in victory
I don't wanna tame your animal style
You won't be caged in the call of the wild

Shooting at the walls of heartache
Bang, bang!I am the warrior

Well I am the warrior
And heart to heart you'll win

If you survive the warrior, the warrior
I am the warrior

‘An independent Kashmiri nation may be a flawed entity, but is independent India perfect?’

As a section of the political class and the media bays for her blood, author Arundhati Roy tells SHOMA
Speaking her mind Arundhati Roy’s views on the Kashmir issue have invited brickbats from all possible quarters
Speaking her mind Arundhati Roy’s views on the Kashmir issue have invited brickbats from all possible quarters
PHOTO: GETTY IMAGES
The State has been contemplating charges of sedition against you for your speeches in Delhi and Kashmir. How do you understand sedition? Did you see yourself as being seditious? What was your intention in speaking from those two platforms in Delhi and Srinagar under the rubric — Azadi: The only way.
Sedition is an archaic, obsolete idea revived for us by Times Now, a channel that seems to have hysterically dedicated itself to hunting me down and putting me in the way of mob anger. Who am I anyway? Small fry for a whole TV channel. It’s not hard to get a writer lynched in this climate, and that’s what it seems to want to do. It is literally stalking me. I almost sense psychosis here. If I was the Government of India I would take a step back from the chess board of this recent morass and ask how a TV channel managed to whip up this frenzy using moth-eaten, discredited old ideas, and goad everybody into a blind alley of international embarrassment. All this has gone a long way towards internationalising the ‘Kashmir issue’, something the Indian government was trying to avoid.
One of the reasons it happened was because the BJP desperately needed to divert attention from the chargesheeting of Indresh Kumar, a key RSS leader in the Ajmer blast. This was a perfect opportunity, the media, forever in search of sensation, led by Times Now, obliged. It never occurred to me that I was being seditious. I had agreed to speak at the seminar in Delhi way before it was titled “Azadi: The only way”. The title was provocative, I guess, to people who are longing to be provoked. I don’t think it is such a big deal frankly, given what has been going on in Kashmir for more than half a century.
The Srinagar seminar was called ‘Whither Kashmir? Enslavement or Freedom?’ It was really meant for young Kashmiris to deepen the debate on what they meant by and what they wanted from azadi. Contrary to the idea that it was some fire-breathing call to arms, it was really the opposite — it was about contemplation, about deepening the debate, about asking uncomfortable questions.
You have always been fiercely individualistic. Why did you choose to share a platform — or look aligned — with Syed Shah Geelani and Varavara Rao, who are both very doctrinaire and represent very specific political positions? (Your statements might have been received differently if you had made them from an individual platform as a writer/ thinker or a civil society platform.)It was a civil society platform! A platform of people who hold no public office, who have a range of different views. After all, Varavara Rao and Geelani have very different ideologies. That in itself should tell you that here was a platform of people who have diverse views and yet have something in common. I expressed my views, as they did theirs. I did not stand up and say I was joining the Hurriyat (G) or the CPI(Maoist). I said what I think.
Geelani, in particular, is not just pro-azadi or anti-India. He is very vocally pro-Pakistan, pro-sharia, pro-Jamaat, and has had an ambiguous past with the Hizb and violent internecine battles within the Kashmiri leadership itself. While you were perfectly right to voice your perspective on Kashmir, why did you choose to do it in conjunction with him? Why would you not be as critical of him as you are of the Indian State?
There are many Kashmiris who seriously disagree with Geelani’s views and still respect him for not having sold out to the Indian State. Speaking for myself, I disagree with many of his views, and I’ve written about it. I made that clear when I spoke. If he was the head of a state I lived in and he forced those views on me, I would do everything in my power to resist those ideas.
However, things being what they are in Kashmir, to equate him with the Indian State and expect an even-handed critique of both is ridiculous. Even the Indian government, it’s all-party delegation and the new ‘interlocutors’ know that Geelani is a vital part of what is happening in Kashmir. As for him being involved in the internecine battles within the Kashmiri leadership — yes that’s true. Terrible things happened in the nineties, fratricidal killings — and Geelani has been implicated in some of them. But internecine battles are a part of many resistance movements. They are NOT the same thing as State sponsored killings. In South Africa, the African National Congress (ANC) and Black Consciousness had vicious fights in which many hundreds were killed, including Steve Biko. Would you say then, that sitting on the same platform as Nelson Mandela is a crime?
By talking at seminars, by writing and questioning what he says, Geelani is being persuaded to change — there is a world of difference between what he says now and what he used to say only a few years ago. But what I find so strange about your question is this — how many people questioned Ratan Tata and Mukesh Ambani when they accepted Gujarat Garima awards from Narendra Modi, and embraced him in public? It wasn’t a seminar, was it? They didn’t question him, they didn’t express their views as individuals, they did not criticise the mass killing he presided over… they backed him. They said he would make a great Prime Minister. That’s okay, is it?
Ditto for Varavara Rao. While their concern for social justice and critique of the Indian State as it stands may overlap with your own critique, the Maoists philosophically espouse armed revolution as the central path to change. In all your writings, that is not your position. So why choose to share a dais with Geelani and Varavara Rao at a particularly volatile moment in Kashmir?
I have written at length on my views about the Maoists and am not going to squeeze them into a sentence here. I admire Varavara Rao in many ways, even if we don’t agree about everything. But I speak about the Maoists and about what is happening in Kashmir precisely because it’s important to do so during critical times such as these, when the media is acting for the most part like a blood-thirsty propaganda machine, busy trying to drum the last intelligent thought out of everybody’s head. This is not theoretical stuff, it’s about peoples’ lives and safety and dignity. It doesn’t get more crucial than this.
Stamp of authority Paramilitary forces on guard in downtown Srinagar
Stamp of authority Paramilitary forces on guard in downtown Srinagar
PHOTO: TARIQ MIR
Again, you are critical of the concept of nation states and the power they wield over people’s lives. Why support a man who wants to wrest Kashmir from India and merge with Pakistan — another extremely (and perhaps more) flawed nation state?
Who is this man I am supposed to be supporting? Geelani? Are you, of all people, seriously asking this? Could you produce one thing that I have said that supports the idea of ‘wresting’ Kashmir from India and merging it with Pakistan? Is Geelani the only man asking for azadi in Kashmir? I support the Kashmiri peoples’ right to self-determination. That is different from supporting Geelani.
The second part of the question — yes, I am among those who are very uncomfortable with the idea of a nation state, but that questioning has to start from those who live in the secure heart of powerful states, not from those struggling to overthrow the yoke of a brutal occupation. Sure, an independent Kashmiri nation may be a flawed entity, but is independent India perfect? Are we not asking Kashmiris the same question that our old colonial masters asked us: are the natives ready for freedom?
The controversy over your speeches arises largely out of one point you made: “Kashmir is not an integral part of India. That is a historical fact.” Would you like to elaborate on why you said that? (Historical fact being different from legitimate sentiment arising out of ill treatment.)
The history is well known. I’m not going to give people a primary grade history lesson here. But isn’t the dubious history of Kashmir’s “accession” borne out by the present turmoil? Why does the Indian government have 700,000 soldiers there? Why are the interlocutors saying “draw up a road map for azadi”, or calling it a “disputed” territory? Why do we squeeze our eyes shut every time we have to look at the reality of the streets in Kashmir?
Even among those who defend your right to voice your views — no matter what they are — there are some people who say you could have framed your statement a bit differently to say “Kashmiris don’t feel they are an integral part of India,” or that “they want the right to self-determination and they should have that right”. Can you elaborate on why you wanted to be more categorical than that?
What if the British had said “Indians may not feel they are an integral part of the British Empire, but India is an integral part of the Empire?” Would that have gone down well with us? Are these well-intentioned “defenders” of my views unaware of what links people to their land? Does this well-intentioned “defence” apply to the Adivasis of Bastar — that the Adivasis are free to feel that they are not an integral part of India, but their land (with all its riches) certainly is! So the Adivasis should translocate their rituals and traditions to urban slums and leave their lands to the mining corporations, yes?
How do you interpret azadi? Going back to the earlier question about your critique of nation states, why would you be advocating the birth of a new nation state? Why not intellectually urge the dilution of nation states instead — more porous borders, less masculine constructs based on power and identity.
It doesn’t matter how I interpret azadi. It matters how the people of Kashmir interpret azadi. About my critique of the nation state — as I said, if we are keen to dilute its masculinity, let’s begin the process at home. Let’s dismantle the nuclear arsenal, roll up the flags, stand down the army and stop the crazed nationalistic rhetoric… then we can preach to others.
There is an allegation and heated anger that you urged people not to join the army and become “rapists”. This sounds as if it is tarring a big institution in broad brushstrokes. As hoary as its track record has been, I guess the story about the Indian Army is not a black and white one. Is this a mutilation of what you said ? Could you put on record what you said about the army in your speech?The mutilation of what I say, and not just about this, is legion. I watched words I never ever said being attributed to me in TV debate after TV debate. It’s lazy, it’s convenient and it’s vicious. In many cases, it is deliberate. The Pioneer reported in banner headlines that I advocated Kashmir’s secession from “Bhooka Nanga Hindustan”. Many have pounced on this as an illustration of my “hate-speech”. What I actually said, and have written about in some detail, is the opposite: how angry and upset I was when I heard the slogan “Bhooka Nanga Hindustan, Jaan se pyaara Pakistan” on the streets of Srinagar during the 2008 uprising. I said it shocked me that Kashmiris were mocking the very people who were victims of the same State that was brutalising them. I said that to me this was blinkered, shallow politics. Of course, I know that this clarification will not make The Pioneer apologise. It will carry on lying. It has done it before. I have never called the Indian Army an institution of rapists. I am not a moron. What I said was that all colonial powers actually establish their power by creating and working through a native elite. It has done this in Kashmir. It is Kashmiris themselves, who, among other things, by joining the police and the CRPF and army are collaborating with what they see as an occupying power. So I said that perhaps if they were keen on dismantling the occupation, they should stop joining the police! This kind of idiotic conflation and absurdity is getting truly dangerous. I sometimes feel that my real campaign is against stupidity (talk of lost causes!) If what emanates from our TV channels is a measure of the nation’s intelligence, then we really are in deep trouble — the decibel level of the debates is in inverse proportion to the IQ. Fortunately, I travel around and speak to enough real people to know that things are not so bad.
‘The media is acting like a blood-thirsty propaganda machine, busy trying to drum out the last intelligent thing out of everyone’s head’
Your critics are accusing you of not being sensitive to the plight of Kashmiri Pandits.
Well my critics should read what I write and hear what I say. But for the record: I think what has happened to the Kashmiri Pandits is a terrible tragedy. I think that the story of the Pandits is one that still remains to be told in all its complexity. Everyone was at fault, the militancy, the Islamist upsurge in the Valley, and the Indian government, which encouraged (even helped) the Pandits to flee when it should have done everything it could to protect them. Apart from losing everything they had and the only home they really knew, the poorest Pandits are still living in camps in Jammu in the worst conditions, and have had their voices hijacked by some well-heeled and noisy charlatans who feed off the destitution of their own people to get a lot of cheap political mileage. They have a vested interest in keeping them poor, so they can show them off, like animals in a zoo. Do you think that if the government really cared it could not have helped those poor people to better their lot? In all my visits to Kashmir I have sensed that ordinary Kashmiri Muslims feel a terrible sense of loss at the departure of the Pandits. If that is true, it is the duty of the leaders of Kashmir’s present struggle to get the Pandits to return. That needs more than rhetoric. Apart from it being the right thing to do, it would give them enormous moral capital. It would also help shape their vision of what kind of Kashmir they are fighting for. Let’s also not forget that there are a few thousand Pandits who have lived in the Valley through these troubled years, and unharmed.
Your critics see you as disloyal and unappreciative of India and its strengths, even as you enjoy its freedoms. Could you explain how you see and understand your relationship with India?
I’m bored of my critics! They can work it out for themselves: I’m not going to explain my relationship with this country and its people. I am not a politician looking for brownie points.